perpetualdevi

About Me

i am a toys are us kid! i'll never grow up.i have 2 cool kids,ages 17 and 14.thank the gods i never got married! i do not do relationships well,i am too selfish for that.i will not conform to anyones will.i enjoy being alone more than with alot of people.i have a violent temper that has gotten me alot of trouble in the past.i am an self proclaimed alcoholic,though i have really curtailed my drinking in the past few years.i've been through alot, and seen alot of shit, has made me a very strong,self reliant person.i would not change any of it! i would say i have been a good mother,both of my kids are smart, level headed people.never been in trouble,and do very well in school.but they are very much spoiled!not greedy,just spoiled,but they deserve it!!!my life is pretty much centered around them for now.the oldest is leaving for the army soon when he graduates in may.god will i have separation anxiety for a while!!damn every time i think about i start to cry! but it is his time to go make his way in the world.i still have zach.i am a fun person to be around till u piss me off,then thats another story.people are so difficult!well anyway thats all for now.

My Interests

obsessed with naruto at the moment!!!! fashion, decor, religions, ancient culture, art, music.oh and changing my hair constantly! i am surprised i am not baled!

Music

too much to list!

Movies

still to many to list

Television

my fav right now is naruto, any shows on religions, or culture, my soaps antm, law and order, csi, miami ink, to name a few

Books

i read alot of esoteric books